She seeks authentic contact, nothing less will do.She wants me to have fun, otherwise she is quickly bored...She challenges me, over and over, wanting the child in me that runs wild, moves freely, trusts completely -- lives! She lets me know she sees how many times am I hiding it, forgetting it, overprotecting it.  And yes, how strong and deep my inner desire is to go all the way. Jelly sees it, wants it, pushes me to come up with that playful core energy, over and over again, until I am convinced that it is safe --in spite of the sometimes cruel world -- safe, within me!

 

Ilse Scheers, December 2016, Full Moon